If you would've asked me two months ago, or even 8 months ago, if I'd ever want to go back to the lifestyle I led in high school, your answer would've been a straight up no way. Lately though, I've wanted to go back. I was responsible yet careless at the same time. And isn't being young all about being reckless?
When I'm 50, I don't want to look back on these years, thinking I wish I would've actually lived like I was young. Why didn't I do this? Why didn't I try this? How many things did I miss out on? What would've happened if I would have happened had I done this?
I'm sick of leading a life full of what if's but how do I change? It's hard to stop caring and put caution to the wind. But oh does it sound like a great time.
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