I
really do feel different at the start of this year. I am more self-aware and I honestly have better self esteem. There is still plenty to work on in my life. I had to dig through my blog to find this, but I found my resolutions from last year and (even though I've already gone over them mid-year) I want to go through them again.
1. Enroll in some kind of classes for the summer semester. I did not take any summer courses, but I did take 5 fall classes (along with working two jobs). I'm pretty proud of myself, I got 4 A's and only one B. I'm on the right track for my degree.
2. Find a new home on our own (me & Hachi) by the end of this year but preferably, by my 20th birthday.
3. Find out exactly where Josh's and mine relationship is going. I broke up with him in the beginning of February 2013. Biggest bullet dodged EVER. I then went to in a relationship that made me cry everytime I thought about it. On Thanksgiving I started dating a really sweet guy, on of the first true NICE guys I've ever been with. Let's see where this goes...
4. Be more positive and affectionate. I've been more aware of what I'm saying, how I'm acting and what my body language leads people to believe I'm feeling. I have also been able to see the more positive sides of my life, not to say I don't still dwell on the negative unfortunately.
5. Make some friends; I'm sick of being alone.
Three out of five. Yeah I failed, but it feels like an accomplishment to me. This is this years resolutions.
1. Get contacts.
2. Use my (brand new!) Kitchen Aid mixer at least once a month.
3. Really, meet some friends!
4. Try to open up to Kyle.
5. Spend quality time with Hachi.
6. Eat more home cooked, good-for-me meals.
7. Leave my past behind, it does not decide my future.
Wish me luck!
